Just drop by

As i cant do anything now, so i just stop by to write something. i think i better get away from here when the volcano erupts, because everyone is getting it when the hot larva spilling out. it is just too horrible, you will get it even though you do nothing, stay quiet, gosh...

one of the factor is all of us having something to be said and nagged. instead of nagging is more like scolding. its just come from the same attitude, no matter what you say, it is real that we are all selfish, too selfish...

we are too selfish to think about the others, wasting the time doing something useless then next grabbing the toilet to take shower when someone is going to use. is like no one fight with you it doesnt feel good...

then, we are too self-centred, we thought everything is for granted. we should be treated well, we should be fed well, we should be thought well, we should be the premium one in others list...but we didnt realise that someone is sacrificing for us, not because we worth for it, it is because they think its worth to be done...just like show on tv, maybe someday, when we loss it, then we will find out how important these things are to us...

then, we are too ego. when scolded we think that we shouldnt be scolded, there is a reason for me to do this. unfortunately this reason comes from our own aspect. everything is because me, me, me...every reason given is because this, that, them...every fault is because he, she, them...

so here comes problem to relationship among peoples, arguing, misunderstanding, unappreciative, hatred...

but what to do? even we say it out, will we make amends to them? will we bend our head down to them???

I am still figuring out how to use my camera

ishh, im totally an IT illiterate!!!till now im still figuring out how to use my camera. its power shot camera, is specially invented for fresh learner, but my sis has mastered it before i do (im the owner, ok??!!) so what excuse should i give?

well, wait till my first picture being upload here, i shall shock everyone (i really hope). anyone has tips in handling camera and taking mesmerising picture, please give me some advice, T.T

besides my 'high-tech' camera, im also an idot in computer, i have no idea to set the advertisement on my blog! i spent about one hour reading the instructions, still dont get how it works... can you imagine how much patience i paid while reading the long boring instructions? and now the only advertisement i have got on blog is from advertlets, which i added it in with help from my sis. im wondering in future time, how am i going to handle computer stuff without help from my sis....i cant be 'carrying' my sis all way along with me gua??

at least i still know how to use my handphone, maybe i should stop dreaming of having a brand new touchscreen or flipping handphone before i expertise my skill in computer and camera things. somemore i dont have money for them!!!

working...

recently working as temporary teacher in one of the sjk, and to be honest i really learnt lots of new things, the way to teach, to talk, to explain the syllabus, to negotiate with little kids and how these kids think. most of the time i would recall my own time, recalling how i thought in dealing with problems (so naive), how i felt when scolded by teachers, how i commented on the ways teachers taught (so lame, waste so much time to teach one topic, or stupid la for teaching too fast)... now im facing it, and its real, sometimes we are forced to use some ways or punishments to put kids on that age to herd to our command, to instill the knowledge into kids' mind...

teacher, really is an honourable job. you have to sacrifice, got provoked, keep on worrying if they have learnt what is being taught...after teaching still have to mark their exercise, with all cakar ayam writing...believe me, its not easy!

kids nowadays have been exposed to too much things, making their innocent mind to be polluted, with kinds of stuff they need not to pay attention to. some of the kids even said the world is going to end on year 2012 (after watching 2012), so what is the necessity to suffer in learning anymore? haha, what kind of excuse is that to skip the lessons? now they know throwing tantrum has no use in bargaining with you, so they start to talk statement with you!really great!

no matter the world is going to end on year 2012 or not, teacher still have to keep on teaching, because this is their responsibility, being blamed by studentsss because for students' own sake. i think this would be the most wronged job in the world T.T poor great teacher...